Tuesday, December 28, 2010

2010.12.29

Last three day for new year!!!@@

时间真的过得很快
想想我今年都作了什么事情
今年考了PMR
为了考到好成绩
真的努力了很多
补习阿 啃书啊什么的
今年还跟我的姐妹们去了很多地方
看电影阿 逛街阿 拍照阿
我真的很喜欢你们哟
因为我们都不怕丢脸!
今年发生的真的很多很多
我相信都会变成很好的回忆


妈咪说的对
不开心的东西我在去想也没有用啊
最重要的是以后!
有些时候

除了做好自己

我们还真的无能为力


因为我们不能控制别人的想法跟行为

他们要伤害的

始终都还是会的



到最后

我没有反抗

我不想说什么

我接受了:)


我知道

你在掩饰

我不是笨蛋

但是我也陪你演下去了

可能真的是我错了吧

我会当作是我欠你的

然后让时间冲淡


有时候装傻一下也不错>< 


至少我不用说那么多


虽然你们都觉得是我错了



哭解决不了什么

我会努力的改:)

因为我要变得更勇敢


希望明年

你们在看到我的时候

我已经不一样了

Saturday, December 25, 2010

26.12.2010


那天我去云顶了;)

还有去倒数

在sungai wang!

真得很好玩很好玩.也很开心很开心

谢谢你们不管怎样还是偷偷带我去了

虽然半路上听到了不是让人很开心的消息;)

可是我最后还是玩得很疯!

很喜欢那种感觉.有朋友的感觉.



那天玩了那个spray.哈哈哈

一只给人家喷 我又不会还手

只会用手遮住我的脸 >< 甚至还蹲在地上!


你们一看到我被喷 就全部帮我 >< 喷回去


真得很有朋友的感觉呢


虽然才认识不到一下子


想到那天


差点给别人捉去


我全身就其鸡皮疙瘩-.-


真的吓死我了


你无法想象


玩到一半


两个马来子


过来抱住你 抱到很紧很紧


用spray死命喷你的脸


不知道要怎样挣扎


就这样被两个陌生的人拖着走


差点吓哭了 可是我还是忍了


不想扫兴:))


幸好阿胜看到我


拉我回来 不然不懂会怎样


所以 大家出门的时候也要小心


恐怖的事情随时都会发生阿-----


我们也预料不到



晚上我们在油站冲凉呢


第一次这样


觉得很新鲜! 也很好玩><


一路上吵阿------ 有一个叔叔一直在念


求求你下次不要了 哈哈哈哈哈 =p


我第一次进了赌场


想不到我看起来那么成熟


哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈


遇到了慧敏还有倩谊


跟他们一起吃了麦当劳早餐就拜拜了


因为我实在太累了 一夜没睡







明年的圣诞节




希望还可以跟你们一起过哟;))))




昨天根表哥聊了很久 哈哈


我们都觉得很好笑


被别人想成那样


根本就不可能!!!


害我们做什么事都闪闪躲躲


我自己想了都觉得很好笑 >0<



别人的嘴巴嘛


要说就说 我不怕了




Friday, December 17, 2010

18.10.2010

单身一年♥万岁吖

我正在倒数呢

还有多十三天

就可以回家咯;)

还有多几天成绩就要公布了

紧张到我一直跳来跳去''

很怕很怕
怕我的努力都是白费的

酱的话我会哭啦TT

昨天去sunway lagoon玩

看到很多很多外国人啊!

真的是养眼>.<''

啊哈哈哈哈哈

可惜昨天下雨了:'(

如果跟朋友去一定跟好玩


很疯啊

在那边乱叫!

最近爱上鬼故事♥

很怕可是看了很爽

那种心里震撼到的感觉

一级棒!
我喜欢现在这首歌

我 真 的 受 伤 了♥
我希望自己可以不受别人影响
以后的以后也是
看不到你的诚意
那就算了吧
反正是你的损失=P
我才不会为了你而伤心

Sunday, December 12, 2010

我自尊心很强

不喜欢别人在后面说我的不是

如果那样的话

我觉得你们们在我面前说

我会爽一点

真的觉得你们很虚伪

一下听到你们在后面说那些无聊 有伤人的话

转过身来

又看到你们努力的恭维

想再担心我听到什么

我从来就不怎么被人家喜欢

以前到现在都是那样

有人说我带坏他们的朋友

有人说我骄傲

说我自以为很漂亮

最近更恐怖

说我勾引男生

人的嘴巴还真的是很恐怖

如果我真的有那样

麻烦你们

当面跟我说

不要在后面搞小动作

有时候我没有解释

不要以为我是默认

我只是懒得跟你们吵

没有做的是我怕什么?

说我懦弱,

在背后批评而不敢站在我面前说的你们才是真正的懦弱吧



我不知道要不要接受

你好像有过很多女朋友

好像都不是很久

如果我们在一起

你是不是很快就会厌倦啊?

我不想谈那种短暂的恋爱

超没有安全感的TT


我不想长大啊----

想永远都是15岁

可是
人都一定要学着一个人面对

很多事情

13.12.2010

Yesterday Kent 've back home;) emm... he had fatter than before, but look better. hehex. That's the 1st time I see Fifth-aunt 's husband. WOW. Not bad ;)
Enjoy read-ing ghost story recent. I love that !
I dont know you really love me or like me. I just know you have more than 10 girlfiend before. How can I trust you? You 18 and I just 15. Did we possible? I dont want do anything that I'll regret. And I dont like! Phew. Difficult to choose;(
PMR result anounment date is coming soon. ah--------- I scare to look at my result if it's not the result that I wish I could reach TT
Fighting!

Friday, December 10, 2010

11.12.2010


Christmas is coming soon and follow by Chinese New Year. I 'm now waiting someone to bring me back , from here---Klang. Finally I know, all people 'll nice to you when you first coming. But when the time going-----all thing will change. I just want to say '' I've see clear and clear now! DAMN ! ''

You can just ignore me. Who care?! Who are you?! YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME ! FUCK YOU ! That's the first time i said like that o shoe how I hate you. Phew.

I wish I can back now. Mum. I miss you ;(

Who know?

A girl who stay far away from her home and she started to miss the loving home.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

2010.12.01

WOW!!!


Times so fast. December coming already. It means that our holidays will end soon. Phew. Yesterday I watched a movie with my dear cousin---Sam! He's nice. He teached me how tp drive a car ;) That's cool. 101130---the first time I sit at the driver seat and control the car. He promise to bring me next time. lalalala>< >


I wish I can date with someone during my secondnary school-time. ;)


And my dad bought my brother and I a laptop yesterday. Thank DADDY. I love you♥ Now I use the laptop to key out this blog. Woohoo. We own a laptop finally. So next time we dont need to argue for the computer. -.-


Back-working;) And, Love you all♥

Friday, November 12, 2010

12.10.10


Long time no come here! because I'm busy here. Busy studying. Busy watch . Really handsome lar! OMG!!!!

I really dont ike the ppl who enjoy HAOLIAN. adui. Talking his/her story to uswhn we are sms-ing-.- I would like to ask ''What is the point?''

My friend. I miss youS all. And my mum. Miss you too♥

Friday, October 29, 2010

29.10.2010


有时候真的不得不承认,我还真得像一个怪胎-.-

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Today, rainy day. I love this weather. feeling cool and... the wing is strong. sad now. what can I do? To make me feel better. I try to find something to do that can make me forget what had happen. But I cant. I've tried study(story books I buy recently), watch TV or even do house-working. But I still thought about that thing!! SHITTTTTTT HAPPPEEENN !!!!! @@



But never mind, I can run out from here soon. erm...about 3days more? I'm not sure. Haven't prepare anything. Dont know where should I start to prepare. Shirt & shoes & comestic & book & something I 've to bring to prevent I start bored at there. It's so many. Tired out of this.

Selina had injured. GOD. Hope she can recover soon.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

28.10.10

Today is my bro's birthday. Happy birthday^^
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Yesterday go Cs with Aiko, Vicky, Vyon & Jelly;) Sure happy. But tired. Take a lot of pictures.






Aiko---Machi{me}---Vyon

Machi{me}
Jelly

Vyon---MaChi{me}


Vicky---MaChi{me}



five of us inside here ^___^!!!

I 'll remember that day forevvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr!!!!!!
Thanks you you all, My sisters.
I love you-ss.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

2010.10.25

Draw by Machi♥
Yesterday night, I'm too free. So express my feeling through drawing



Last night, singing loudly at my room.


I sleep at 2a.m. phew. The next morning I wake up and look at the morror. OH MY GODNESS! How deep the dark circles of me is! haiz-.-



After finish my breakfast, nothing to do. That's because my brother had take over the pc TT.

<我们结婚了>damn funny lar!

Pity Yiling. Her holidays is meaningless.




Friday, October 22, 2010

2010.10.23


Dancing lesson had been canceled this morning. Phew. I were told by them when I'm taking bus to Twister. Can them call us earlier next time.

2010.10.22

Hehex;)
I draw it♥


HELLO! Who are you ahr? Why you say I must reply your message? Cheh. SHIT!

I tell you at here. YOU are nothing to me. Okay? Do you satisfy this? anyway.


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My friendSS! I really miss you! After holiday, that's difficult for us to meet each others.


I'm sorry for out from the band. SORRY x100. My mum not allowed me to join. I'm not dare to say anything with you all. Not dare to reply all yours' message. Scare for being scored! paisey nia><>

Girl's generation really cool. woo.


Stay at the home the whole week. Nothing I can take for a pic TT


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

21.10.10

Feeling free yesterday@@ So shoot a few pictures!
**Un-Edited **
Lazy to wear contst lens!
This 's the 1st time I take photos without wears contacts lens! I know ugly -.- . But that's me!



Chocolate's mirror♥
I love it.
Today went to school about 20 minutes. Go and take the books we had ordered before. And before go back to home, I buy a comic . Maybe affected by SAWWAH♥


There's the book we had order! Many right?! I think like that so ! @@
*Aiko, Vicky, Vyon & Ching Jing.
COME and TAKE your book faster!
*Don't mis-understanding! I buy only two pieces! Ahahahahaaa ;)


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Step too fast and I, Unable to follow. ♥

20.10.10

综艺大国民♥really funny lar!


I'm now at home alone. Laugh loud and louder! Enjoy-ing follow Korea's stars recently. They're definitely beautiful & handsome . I want to find a korean as my boyfriend lar >< !!!


Gina called me just now;) Now she's at KK.
10 day more. I'll leave here.


{Got anyone see my blog?! Pls leave a message. Thanks. ♥ }

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

-爱情,等待中-

''我会等你。''
你的语气很坚定
或者更像理所当然一样
就像1+1=2定律一样

''我会等你。'
你的语气依然很坚定
或者更像是习惯
就像每天早上起来要喝杯
脱脂牛奶一样

''我......会等你。'''
你的语气浮现微妙的改变
或者更像有点不释然
就像...我开始怀疑你是否
还爱我一样

''你...会等我吗?''
我的语气如此脆弱
或者更像是祈求一样
就像...已经看见了你转过身
离开的模样



别让爱情等太久
因为在爱情里
总是输给了
等待


也别说你会等待
看在我眼里
那就好像是一个
笑话

19.10.2010

Got go school today❤I'm very hardworking, right? Ahahahahaa. Actually forced by my mum TT. Go once a week. Vyon and Jelly also go there, join.


This morning Jelly and Vyon came to my house, ask me to go school with them, when we reach at the school's entry, we go along the road. OH MY GODNESS! Shadbuddin follow our step and try to scold us loudly, behind us ! I feel that we follow by a crazy & old man. Discusting lar! shameless><

We spent all the day on helping our teacher. Damn bored.
I swear that I wouldn't go to school during this year, even a day.

Wish that my dad can drive me to KL as soon as possible. Because life at here is too lame-.- All my friend have to work now !
Listening to [惧高症]by 徐佳莹 now. Nice song

Sunday, October 17, 2010

17.10.2010

I'm not alone, I just a single.❤

Yesterday went S'pore with my mum and bro. One night only we stay there. Actually I want to stay for a week, someone gepo who tell my mum that if I dont go for school, I 'll kicked out from the school!!!! I hate her. POK her!

We go SengSong.Listen Hebe's song-寂寞寂寞就好.when shopping at SengSong. Cant sing because I've no sound now. Argue the whole night with my mum cause it!!

I found at the trolley. Ahahahaha.
[I 'm lost.Please bring me back.]

Dont ask me lar ! Who are you ?! Are you think that you can force me to do what I didn like ??? You CANT!!!! Definitely cant@@ Killl you!
I ❤ MACHI

I love my friend❤

Unabled to accept you, Sorry❤

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

2010.10.13


Finally, the exam is end. Phew. Relax!!!!!

Happy Hour^^

Yesterday go out with Aiko,Vyon,Jelly and also Lijun. Really nice!!! We do sampat thing all the time. Actually Lijun didn join us before, Jelly ask her to join. But I think nevermind lar. NOT very care about that thing. Cause she 's nice. She never look like...very care about other-vision, although she's pretty, damn pretty!!!! { Vicky didn join us, she said her mum not allow her to go out at that time, about 5pm to 10pm. }

Later we go and sing in My box. The KtV setting is not as well as I thounght:( But we still enjoy. Singing & dancing crazily**

I cant open my eyes!!!!!

They said want to act like the ghost. But after the picture shoot, I realised what the mean of the GHOST they talking about!!!!! You see....how fearful are me!!! TT so ugly.

LiJun and Aiko^^

Vicky,dont upset! We can go next time;)

I love all my friend;)
Forever


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I dont care how sincerely you are. I would never touched. I had told you that dont waste time, hence that;s not my fault.

Maybe I'm a lesbian.
I dont mind to-be.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

2010.10.07



I 'm fine recently. Single is nice. I dont know why I envy the others that who in relationship before. Regret for that. Actually there are many nice guy around me, I had think and try to accept them. But I can't. Dont know why. Feel a little discusting when started to think that I have to go out with him, message him, told him what I'm doing now or even we have to tolerate each other, whatever. I'm fed up with all that thing! I will lose all my freedom if I date with them!!! OMG!!! I can just go and die!!!



Today is the third day of PMR. Everything 's okay;)




We order McDonald to school today. Yummy. Selina 's mum help us to bring the Mcdonald that we had order. Selina's mum,Thanks!!!!!! Yummy~




=)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

2010.10.03

Exam is start about 2 days.
Phew. Curious now;((


Gina came my house last Friday. hehex. I spent all my time in sleeping, playing, taking photos, and also shopping! lalala... Wonderful><>




Lazy to write so much><>

Thursday, September 30, 2010

2010.10.01

Today:) ,the first day of October.Pheeww.Time move so fast. Year-end holiday is soon>


Gina come my house today, she said go Melaka to bring grand-mum first, at 2 p.m. That 's more than half year ago she come my house. So miss her><>



Start upload-ing some music. It use a long time to complete.



I've revision Maths, History, Geography and also Form1 KH!!! Still have a lot of thing I've to read!!! Damn PMR. I want to read some English articles later.


Wish I can score a nice result in PMR ;)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

2010.09.23

PMR
last 11 days



Still doing nothing. Enjoy my conic and watch Tv><
Shit!!!!! I may start my revision today..phew
After examination, I think I 'll stay at home the whole day for sleeping / watch tv. That .s nice. ;) I like. Maybe I can buy some light snack for that.



Look at the mirror when you want to say about the others. You are not very perfect as you thought.

Monday, September 20, 2010

2010.09.21

13 days left.
For PMR.
The times lost so fast.
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还没有准备呢,很压力阿。


今天看到采缗的学海,面竟然是我的最大偶像,馥甄!!!!!真的是开心死了!!!中四一下课,我就跑过去买了呢.看到嘉燕他们,说明天他的家有举办中秋晚会呢.想想纹倩好像也是有厚,希望他们玩得开心啦^^怎么他们每个人都那么轻松呢?真好..我也希望可以那样!


每个人的属于自己的天空,那属于我的,在哪里呢?


我已经想好了,考试过后,我要去狂k歌!我还要狂买偶像剧,放在家里慢慢看!我还把那个list都写下来了,嘿嘿><


现在我应该想,还有一个月,我就自由啦!



[诗敏]
加油吖!!拿个冠军回来~

Sunday, September 19, 2010

听到我部落格的歌,


会不会有一点快乐的感觉阿><



希望我自己可以跟这首歌一样快乐;)



猜不透别人在想什么,



=
所以我不要想好了。

勇敢的作自己,

努力忍受异样的眼光。

最重要是自己开心^__^



Saturday, September 18, 2010

2010.09.19






昨天去了Sentosa^^

很好玩呢。

早上六点就醒来了,

很早吧。

我也那么觉得。

晓凌,俐君&晓萍也有一起去呢。

这次是晓凌的妈妈带我们去。


我喜欢这样跟朋友们出去><

可以很疯很疯。


俐君真的很美,
其实我觉得他有时长的很像张韶涵呢。
大美女一个。




晓凌也是,
眼睛很大阿~~~


四个里面,
我的眼睛最小阿!!!!!!

他们真好呢><


那天看到了很多外国人,

他们真的很美咯。

眼睛都有颜色的,

超棒!!!


晓凌的皮包不见了=[

发生这种事,

真的很不好。

下次要小心哦。


明天就要开学了,

希望可以在明天之前,

把中二的历史,

读完!!!!

Friday, September 17, 2010



帅哥♥

明天我就要去新加坡啦><


希望会很开心。


我不知道为什么,


自己做什么别人都不开心,


可是我真的很努力了。


有时候真的很sad。


不知所措。


我不知道是不是该退出,


还是认输。


什么都变了。


变到我已经没有力气,


再去跟随。


现在只想好好读书,


怎麽都读不进。


''


我还是要加油!


梦想=心理医生>< 万岁!!!!!!

Monday, September 13, 2010




啦啦啦,
太棒了~我回来了呢,

去了很多地方,
真的很好,
很充实.

也发生了很多开心和不开心的事,
有时候真的很无奈,
我真的很不喜欢别人对号入座呢,
不懂就不懂,
不需要假装你很懂,
虚伪==.

才没有人真正懂我呢.

你们只看得到我的包装.


好啦><
照片都在facebook了呢,
很棒吧?!
哈哈哈.我是那么觉得的.
[是美男啊]真的很好看,
帅呆了,
看到我一直流泪啊,
真是感性.
田馥甄的专辑,
打算下个星期就去找了.
最近花钱真的很像流水,
妈妈给的xxx,
爸爸给的xxx,
现在,
真想让他们都回来啊!
想想一下,
好像真的很多东西都还没有买呢,
唉唉.........
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我会想你们的吖,
你们也要想我哦><

Thursday, September 2, 2010

2010.09.03

啦啦啦>< 姐妹们!!!
放假咯..
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哎哟.. 怎么说呢.. 对不起你们了..
还是不要浪费时间等拉~
因为我现在一点都不想恋爱=]
考试前不想..
考试后也不想..

希望你们都看到吧..

对不起..

很坏~可是我不喜欢拖拖拉拉..

也不喜欢做选择!


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我明天就要去晓凌家住了!!!

太棒了是不是..

hohohohohoho..

幸好我睡觉没有打鼾声...


>.<


学校很多功课阿!!!



刚刚我在给公公烧香的时候啊>< 希望他保我平安阿..


要去云顶了..

噜噜噜噜=]

真是


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Hebe的新专辑听说出了呢..

又是一件好事..




要等我哦>< 很美的封面吧?!

告诉你们~

里面一定更赞..!!!!


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

2010.09.02



hoihhoih!!!

考试要到了,
剩下那么一个月的时间了,
我真的要加油了!

我希望考到来的成绩是我想要的!
所以,我一定要加油努力!

我决定了,
反正剩下那么一个月。
我就也都不要出门了吧,
除非除非,
是跟妈咪出去。
那个就不算,
还有还有,
云顶也不算!

啦啦啦>< 那些感情的事情,

留到考试过后再让我慢慢地想吧。

现在我没有心情想这些,

对我学业没有任何好处的东西!



Please go away!!!!!



每次看英文报纸,
都少不了一本笔记根字典阿~~~~
报纸上面就会给我涂到满满的......


我的英文很烂一下,
所以每天都想带字典出门。
还有,带上我的newmoon,
至少有时间的时候可以拿来看一下=]


好啦>< 就这样,


我要回去加油了!


朋友们~


你们也要加油阿~~~




考完试在一起出去疯>.< !!!

Sunday, August 29, 2010

2010.08.29

=]


我回来了

出发的时候拍的=]



我们到了>< 分组过后吖.


有下午茶^^




夕阳很美,


也很短暂呢。


拍一下子就没有了。



好不容易捉对了><





游戏过后认识的,


他很可爱啦。



中间那个是妮妮,他旁边的是雪婷=]




分房了呀><


我到处乱走。


这位大哥>< 是之前就认识了的,


也是在kukup认识的,


我觉得他很搞笑,


哈哈,是好人!





在旁边那个就是他的弟弟啦~


也是很可爱哝。


看那个表情,


adui!!


刚刚好就是给我拍到料。


经典阿。


秀君的哥哥,

阿康。

哈哈哈哈哈,

他叫我帮他拍的。

啦啦啦


秀君。正俊。文俊。
都是我们学校的><



这次很多小朋友来吖,


超可爱的。


那么小就会比耶V,


啊哈哈哈...


我像他们酱的时候都不懂在干麻阿。





我没有把细节全部都写下来,


因为我怕会太多阿~~~~


----


玩了很多游戏,


有跳舞阿~唱歌阿什么的~


都很棒。


每个人都很high。


想到开始的时候,


每个人都害羞害羞酱,


可是阿~过后我们都还是玩在一起了。



晚上每个人都没有要睡觉的打算~


吃了夜宵过后阿,


冲凉的去冲凉,


唱歌的去唱歌,


可是我们很多人都跑去外面了。


吹海风,


很凉,很舒服。


=]

晚上了,

我们都很迟睡吖,

全部人都在同一个房间,

哈哈哈,

讲鬼故事。

在那里鬼叫!!!

秀君阿,

你够会笑咯。

笑到很恐怖的那种, 从低音到高音。

哈哈哈哈哈,

等下给你打。

为康,

你可以去主持节目了拉~

一直在那里拜搞笑的pose~

雄鹰老大!!!!

Zhuan Hao吖,

你笑点需要酱高吗?

哈哈,你装笑的时候真得很像一个卡通!!!

正俊阿,

你真得很怕鬼类,

夸张到,

我还以为我已经很胆小了,

结果在那里我还像还没什么觉得恐怖。

宅男,你好象呆呆的勒~

相信我~这是夸奖~哈哈哈哈

我下次教你唱歌!


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回家之前的海鲜大餐><

我那天吃最多了~


巴士上,

啦啦..这个弟弟跑来跟我坐><

我在想,如果他剪蘑菇头,

一定很可爱的!!!

有很多我跟他的照片><

选几张出来。

他睡着了过后><

留了一大片口水在我身上。

哈哈哈哈...

我还是第一次弄到这么多别人的口水~

可爱的弟弟><

这是我去那边参加比赛的礼物~

很多零食吖~

很棒~

不过,我又要便肥了。

啦啦啦...